Tuesday, August 21, 2012

... it is not of ourselves that we are what we are.

Some prespective for a world bound in sin and thus turned in on itself as we all are who are born of woman.

"There is no glory in having a gift without knowing it. But to know only that you have it, without knowing that it is not of yourself that you have it, means self-glorying, but no true glory in God. And so the apostle says to men in such cases, ““What do you have that you did not receive? If then you received it, why do you boast as if you did not receive it?” 1 Cor 4:7, showing that the guilt is not in glorying over a possession, but in glorying as though what one has had not been received. And rightly such glorying is called vain (empty) glory, since it has no the solid foundation in truth.
The apostle shows how to discern the true glory from the false, when he says, He that glories (boasts), let him glory in the Lord, that is, in the Truth, since our Lord is Truth (I Cor. 1.31; John 14.6).
We must know, then, what we are, and that it is not of ourselves that we are what we are. Unless we know this thoroughly, either we shall not glory at all, or our glorying will be vain. Finally, it is written, If you know not, go your way forth by the footsteps of the flock' (Cant. 1.8). And this is right. For man, being in honor, if he know not his own honor, may fitly be compared, because of such ignorance, to the beasts that perish. Not knowing himself as the creature that is distinguished from the irrational brutes by the possession of reason, he commences to be confounded with them because, ignorant of his own true glory which is within, he is led captive by his curiosity, and concerns himself with external, sensual things. So he is made to resemble the lower orders by not knowing that he has been more highly endowed than they.
We must be on our guard against this ignorance. We must not rank ourselves too low; and with still greater care we must see that we do not think of ourselves more highly than we ought to think, as happens when we foolishly impute to ourselves whatever good may be in us. But far more than either of these kinds of ignorance, we must hate and shun that presumption which would lead us to glory in goods not our own, knowing that they are not of ourselves but of God, and yet not fearing to rob God of the honor due unto Him. For mere ignorance, as in the first instance, does not glory at all; and mere wisdom, as in the second, while it has a kind of glory, yet does not glory in the Lord.
In the third evil case, however, man sins not in ignorance but deliberately, usurping the glory which belongs to God. And this arrogance is a more grievous and deadly fault than the ignorance of the second, since it condemns God, while the other knows Him not. Ignorance is brutal, arrogance is devilish. Pride only, the chief of all iniquities, can make us treat gifts as if they were rightful attributes of our nature, and, while receiving benefits, rob our Benefactor of His due glory.
Wherefore to dignity and wisdom we must add virtue, the proper fruit of them both. Virtue seeks and finds Him who is the Author and Giver of all good, and who must be in all things glorified; otherwise, one who knows what is right yet fails to perform it, will be beaten with many stripes (Luke 12.47). Why? you may ask. Because he has failed to put his knowledge to good effect, but rather has imagined mischief upon his bed (PS. 36.4); like a wicked servant, he has turned aside to seize the glory which, his own knowledge assured him, belonged only to his good Lord and Master. It is plain, therefore, that dignity without wisdom is useless and that wisdom without virtue is accursed. But when one possesses virtue, then wisdom and dignity are not dangerous but blessed.
Such a man calls on God and lauds Him, confessing from a full heart, Not unto us, O Lord, not unto us, but unto Your name be glory' (PS. 115.1). Which is to say, O Lord, we claim no knowledge, no distinction for ourselves; all is Thine, since from Thee all things do come.'
To sum up: what infidel does not know that he has received light, air, food--all things necessary for his own body's life--from Him alone who gives food to all flesh (Ps. 136.25), who makes His sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust (Matt. 5.45).
Who is so impious as to attribute the peculiar eminence of humanity to any other except to Him who says, in Genesis, Let us make man in Our image, after Our likeness'? (Gen. 1.26)."

Bernard of Clairvaux  - On Loving God
A majority of this was posted in Treasury of Daily Prayer - August 19 - CPH.

Again, it is a bold slap in my face of just how far I have run ahead of the Lord in understanding myself and what I have received.  God bless and love you.

-pmwl



Thursday, August 16, 2012

to awaken without Jesus ...

Where Jesus is not with the sinner, the sinner must live and die in his or her sins.
A sinner without Jesus is without the Cross of Christ, His truth, His grace, His blessed substitution for them and their salvation from their sin and themselves as sinners.
If one departs from Christ, departs from the blessed receiving of Him in His Word and Sacrament, who will deliver that person? 
It is a terrible thing when a person remains in their sin. How much more tragic when an infant, conceived and born in sin is denied access to Christ, to His saving grace through the Word.
And how even more tragic is it when parents bring their child to Christ in baptism – and then deny their child any further access to Christ by their refusal to faithfully worship, bring their child to Sunday School and share Christ with their children in the home. Doesn't such a parent force their children to only breath the second-hand spiritually of their mother or father. Such spirituality is pure smoke for it lacks the Holy Breath of the Spirit that God first breathed into their child in baptism.
When one is left to live in sin or the second-hand spirituality of this world, such a person, such a child, is bound to live and breath only what is sin and self. Sin and self become the place where one feels at home, at ease and comfortable, sin and self is the only air their soul is given to breath; and it is in sin and with self alone that such a one dies, waking up in sin and self for all eternity. What shall be the home, the ease, the comfort of such a person, such a child, when he or she realizes that all they have brought with them into eternity is their sin and themselves – with NO means for the breath life and salvation?
In John’s Gospel, Jesus says three times, “You shall die in your sins, unless you believe that I am He (the heaven sent Savior) Jn 8:24.
To believe is to receive Jesus Christ – AS HE IS, not as we would make Him or have Him to be.
To believe is to receive Jesus Christ – AS HE COMES TO US – not as we would have Him come to us.
To believe is to receive Jesus Christ – WHENEVER HE COMES TO US – not when we think we need to receive Him.
The only place on earth or in eternity where sin and our sinful nature and condemnation does not have the final word or work is in Jesus Christ alone. “Blessed are those who (live and) die in the Lord” Rev. 14:13.
Oh what grandness shall be the home, the ease, the comfort and the air of those who are in Christ Jesus as the live and breath by the Holy Air, the Holy Spirit of God now in time.  Surely great shall be the joy and glory of those who awaken in eternity, seeing themselves with Christ – where all sin and sinful self is forever removed.
Lord have mercy on those who refuse to be with Jesus Christ.
Lord have mercy on those who refuse to receive Jesus Christ as He is.
Lord have mercy on those who refuse to receive Jesus Christ as He has chosen to come to us.
Lord have mercy on those who refuse to receive Jesus Christ where He has chosen to come to us.
And Lord have mercy on every child living in the second hand smoke of their parents' sin and selfishness.
Lord have mercy on us all, for our own sin would turn us all together, no less away from Christ our Lord.

- pmwl

Amen.



when the wicked desire of the heart breaks out upon us

Have mercy on me, O God, according to your steadfast love; according to your abundant mercy blot out my transgressions. Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity, and cleanse me from my sin! For I know my transgressions, and my sin is ever before me. Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight, so that you may be justified in your words and blameless in your judgment. Behold, I was brought forth in iniquity, and in sin did my mother conceive me. Behold, you delight in truth in the inward being, and you teach me wisdom in the secret heart. Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean; wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow. Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones that you have broken rejoice. Hide your face from my sins, and blot out all my iniquities. Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me. Cast me not away from your presence, and take not your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of your salvation, and uphold me with a willing spirit. Psalms 51:1-12 (ESV)

It was not just the sins with Bathsheba and ‘Uriah that, David felt. He confesses: “Behold, I was brought forth” in iniquity, And in sin my mother conceived me.” True confession of sin does not look just at outward sins, but feels the heart’s deep corruption and there finds a terribly poisonous fountain from which all sinful deeds spring. There is lying and hatred and unchastity and greed, as the plant is already determined in the seed. This poison has penetrated the heart, so that it is wicked from youth on. Jesus says: “For out of the heart proceed evil thoughts, murders, adulteries,’ fornications, thefts, false witness, blasphemies” [Mt 15:19].
The Lord allowed David to see Bathsheba, but. He prevented David from hiding his sin with Uriah’s visit at home. If the Spirit cannot show us our sin in any other way, God allows the wicked, hidden desire of the heart to break out on us so that we see the sin for what it is and humble ourselves and pray for grace. He does this because where our sinful desires have taken us is away from our Lord and Savior, only by seeing our sin and where we have followed it, are we able to call upon Him and receive His blessed forgiveness and right relationship with Him. But let no one trifle with sin and do evil in order to learn contrition and to prove the truth of the Lord’s Word! Extinguish the spark so that it doesn’t become a flame! Pray God to spare you from David’s terrible way, and beware of that which lies at the door to ensnare you. God still will not let you taste the bitterness of sin if you are upright (seeking Him and His forgiveness) and want to ‘be obedient toward His Spirit. And such a feeling of sin is always necessary; whoever does not recognize his sin with sorrow and recognize the justice of God’s judgment, also does not know the sweet and blessed peace of His mercy.
Take note of David’s prayer and confession:•these are not the words of a cold heart, but the strong piercing cry for mercy from an eager spirit. It is not an apathetic admission that he is a weak person like everybody else, but the deep and true confession of a wounded soul, that he is an evildoer from birth on. He is not done putting• forth his confession and his prayer, but it is unspeakably important to him to be shown mercy and to be cleansed by the Lord. “Wash me thoroughly,” he says: “Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean; Wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.’’
Do you have the same prayer within you, my soul?
Are you bringing the proper sacrifices of God: a broken spirit, a broken and a contrite heart?
Humbly pray that God will give you the true spirit of contrition (sorrow over doing wrong rather sorrow over being caught), and say with the prophet: You have fed them with the bread of tears, And given them tears to drink in great measure” [Ps 80:5]
Lord God, we do not have David’s deep humility, but still we feel our corruption and our sinful guilt with remorse and pain. Yes, I am poor and wicked; cleanse me and heal me, O God, for Jesus’ sake. Amen

Bishop Nils Jakob Laache
330. Trinity 11 – I
BOOK OF FAMILY PRAYER
Slight editing – pmwl